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hello  Create animated gif You are now entering http://scatteredwings.bs.com Smile, and enjoy! :D btw, if you do wanna look at my previous monthly posts, click the month, and it'll view the homepage then click entries to see the selected month's stories :D thee Ashlee finAshlee
 Create animated gif The course of true love never did run smooth. -William Shakespeare- THE RIBENA. fourteenish. first saw the world on 20th Jan. ♥ starbucking, partying, writing, photographing. ;) ♥'s God!! Family. Buddies. Him. Ryeowook! Clickie for my wishlist :D CURRENT PIN UP i think i'm gonna die from too many tuition classes. Friday, November 6, 2009
  07.11.2009happy birthday bonnie tang! although we've only known each other this year, we've been through quite alot, huh? ;) you've laughed with me, you've shopped with me, you've CAMWHORED with me(yayy!), you've hurt me(haha, let's put that aside), and most of all, you've been a great buddy. i'm truly grateful to have known you. cheers! (you're still shorter than me, so live with it yeah. ;D) ps/ about GH huh, i'm still scared to ask. hahaa! help me prepare a script. so so, yesterday? went to school. but i didn't regret it, as it was actually not as boring as i thought it would be. before recess hung out with sin yee, mostly. natalie, kar yee, priya, tze liz also stopped by to lepak around. then i had to spend my entire recess (and more), helping miss ely in the staffroom with some exam marks. then after that i went upstairs to find sin yee totally overjoyed to have seen my return. but sadly she pulled me off to look for more teachers. if i were to tell the whole long story of helping teachers, it would become the whole post, so i rather just say, IT WAS A LOOOOONG DAY.     after sch, followed sam's van to sam's house. so did yue teng. we rushed to get ready. and i mean, RUSHED. i even had to get ready in the car! once we reached Curve, we were kinda dumbfounded to have found no one to be there yet. so much for rushing to be punctual. but soon bonnie came and waited with us. after being very frustrated, we headed inside to mph, and then bryan, kabir, kirjon and lucas came. like, finally. after that we all ciao to sushi king. i waited for calvin and rii chuan. but surprisingly saw liang jun, who was supposed to wait for kreeshwvar. chuan soon arrived and after a few mins of waiting, bryan made us go in to eat.       dinner was entertaining. could hear bonnie laughing frequently. and yue teng kept using our new inside joke, EB. i have EB, sam has EB, teng has EB, bonnie has EB, chuan has EB, hong has EB, bryan has EB, ahhh everyone has EB la! xDD                 (click to enlarge gay pic of lucas and liang jun) after dinner we walked here and there, and ended up at Baskin Robbins. i didn't wanna eat. no appetite. but did have some bites from teng and sam's ice cream. hee. after that we walked at E@curve, and bryan, bonnie and the guys told teng and i that some guy looked at teng's, sam's and my ass when we walked ahead. don't ask for a description. it was so horny. we just walked around till we girls had to ciao off. we went to sam's place and camwhored somemore. then bonnie and i went home first.             overall it was a very tiring day, and i had a very unforgettable time walking in HEELS (bonnie. your fault xD), but i guess it was all worth, caus it was for the birthday girl anyway. and that means i'll never be doing that again bonnie tang. (wearing heels i mean) *HUGS* heart you dear! :) enjoy your day. fina ♥Ashlee at 10:17 PM 06.11.2009 GOODBYE ; forever forever tonight's post, tomorrow. fina
♥Ashlee at 8:28 AM Thursday, November 5, 2009
 05.11.2009 seriously. no use for good hopes any longer. they've flown away with the wind. harmoniously. today was just plain awkward at some points. so, i had recess with him. but i think i kena-ed from a prefect. shitty shitty bang bang. but it was worth. his smile was worth. then after school, jian lin sudd was all, "come, let's talk. chuan walk the other way" i was like, "uhh okay" and started walking. he asked me to accomplish a task. at first it sounded easy. and then a few seconds later i realized it wasn't at all easy and i tried to squirm my way outta the impossible request. his demands were simple. yet challenging. so i walk up the stairs to my new night class for bm. around the corner was the classroom. and my legs nearly trembled. so. many. students. i. am. gonna. die. i walked all the way to somewhere in the middle of the class. and i could already sense some stares. i sit hunched, took out my phone as a distraction and started texting kar yee to ask where she was. i winced as the girl in front of me quickly glanced at me with a discomforting look, and then whispered something in her friend's ear. ouch. something tells me i'm not welcome here. sudd calvin smses me. oh my hero. but then he says sumn odd after i tell him i'm in jayadiri. "you can't see me meh?" i was like, "???" and without my specs on, i looked around slowly. no sign of him. this is weird. so i decided to play along. we smsed the whole time when class was ongoing. and sudd the teacher asked some students a question. and then when he asked this guy, he answered, "i don't know" something familiar about his voice.. so i turn around and whaddya know! i am a super blindcase. tomorrow? was planning to ponteng sch, but since i'm such a good good friend, i've decided to go. after sch will be following sam home to get ready to head to the curve. oh please go. please. please. as my wish after torture. fina
♥Ashlee at 7:14 AM Monday, November 2, 2009
                           02.11.2009SATURDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMMYYYY! went for tuition. ponteng-ed school, heee. went out for dinner in occasion of mum's bday, and then went grocery shopping, where i grabbed some stuff for the sleepover tomorrow. SUNDAY woke up super duper early for first service at church. almost fell asleep, but thankfully i didn't! handed in my baptism form and then ciao back home. i decided to take a nap, seeing as i looked like i was gonna pass out. i ended up sleeping for 5 hours. which resulted in me jumping out of bed and heading straight for the bedroom. i quickly packed and then ciao for elaine's house. when i reached i saw claudia, elaine, vincci and tze liz. soon sze yuin came too, then we all went upstairs to wait for the others. laine, claud, vin and liz ditched me and sze in the com room, where we opened all sorts of kpop vids. and then sudd.. "BOOO!" (we scream) "hahahahahahhahaaaaaaaa" priya and kar yee arrived. so then we all went to the room and esther soon arrived after that. we talked while camwhoring, and in the middle of the session, laine went out to order dinner. while waiting for dinner to arrive, claudia suggested watching a movie. a movie called Pearl Harbor. OMGGGG 10 STARS MANNN! suppppperrrrrrr niceee! after that some of us who had guts tried watching like, 10 mins of The Exorcism Of Emily Rose. after maybe about, 15 mins, we screamed at claudia to turn it off. sze yuin had went home, and so did kar yee. so we all cleared up the tv room and shifted into our sleeping room. we had tons of camwhoring sessions, including some talk sessions. we tried sleeping at 2, but woke up anyway, because an accident occurred. then we all tried sleeping at 3. lights off and everything. though it was really morbidly terrifying that claudia and vincci kept whispering, "emily roseee..." failure to doze off. but sudd i heard thumps and muffled speeches. i decided to ignore them and tried to get some rest. besides, i wouldn't wanna scare myself. MONDAY okay, so it was four in the morning, but it doesn't matter. i slept only at four, and had to wake up at 5.30 to accompany laine to invite kar yee in. vin, me and laine were awakened by several alarms ringing at the same time. and they were all suju songs. sorry sorry, it's you, super girl. you name it, it was ringing. i also got an explanation to the thumps and sounds i heard. elaine : okay so it was like this la. i wanted to go and msg kar yee, so i walked all the way to the table, almost stepping on your head. me : whattheheckk vincci : hahaha yeah then i heard someone walking, so i grabbed the person's foot. elaine : yeah la! and i was like, shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. vincci : i thought it was someone else you know! so i kept asking, who are you who are you who are you? don't step on my specs. (at this point i burst out laughing at what a stupid statement vin had chosen to say in a time like that) elaine : so i was like, "it's me la, elaine!" after the amusing story, kar yee, laine and i had a very early breakfast. aka, leftover chips and coke. while vin went back to sleep, the lazyass. after some time, everyone woke up and washed up and went downstairs for breakfast. i had a little uneasy stomach, maybe due to the early brekkie i had just now. after breakfast i headed on upstairs to bathe, and when i went back to the com room, i found half of them playing twister and the other half on the com, watching kpop vids. we had some light entertainment, but after that we had to get ready for sch, and so we all rushed and headed on downstairs for lunch. laine had difficulty taking out her contact, so i helped her. i was so scared at first that i might hurt her! but i gave it two failing tries, then telling myself, third time's a charm, i managed to take it out. all of us except claud, laine and kar yee followed liz's mum to sch. and during assembly, some of us already started snoozing. talk about tired! had to also help tania with her SPBT books, but somehow i ended up helping out in the SPBT room itself. for a while, at least. oh, and i so wanna kill myself for the results i got. wanna puke. wanna jump off a building. before bacaan, i went to take out my contacts caus my eyes were killing me, and i when i came out. oh, guess who i saw. once i managed to process it all in my head, worry filled my mind. during bacaan, sam, bonnie and andrea were super duper hyper with the game of chi ku pak, while i tried to sleep. after bacaan was over, i walked back to class, and for some reason, went out to the corridor to think. since teacher hasn't arrived. thoughts flooded my mind till i couldn't focus on anything that was happening around me, till... "eh, don't cry la!!" (i scream) (some of my classmates draw their attention outside the window) i was so not expecting someone, esp not zhan yang, to sudd frighten me outta my thoughts. it was humiliating, and not to mention could've brought me to the edge of cardiac arrest. after sch i was once again upset about my results, and other things that kept stressing my mind. i thank my friends for being there for me, for trying to cheer me up. and guess what. i went home late. my transport thought i wasn't going to sch. oh great. and i kena-ed scolding when i came home. ughhhh. wasn't even my freakinggggg fault mannn! fina
♥Ashlee at 4:55 AM Friday, October 30, 2009
 webcamm with nat after tonight at 1u xD my Ryeowook header rocksss! lmao 30.10.2009 haha today was so funny. everything was so unexpected. first, alarm ring at 7, but only got up half hour later. then bathed, got ready, then go bonnie's hse. reached there, talked like no end only. watched suju and SNSD vids. painted my toenails black. whoohoo so gothic. xD then she wanna bathe, so i entertained myself in her room. after that we both got ready for sch. then discussed GH. reached sch. saw yue teng and sam. then ciao to atria. went vary pasta to eat. shared lasagna with bonnie. talked about endless stuff, sch life mostly. then walked in atria. looked for dresses. went back to sch. damn boring sit in hall. but then bonnie, yt and sam saved me, asked me go toilet with them. tied my hair with my new blue telephone wire. haha xD then went back to class. did all the spbt textbooks thing. also helped this old man pass sumn to his granddaughter. lol, had to run all over. went recess, ate the Lurve i bought just now from atria. andrea helped me to finish. ;) went to class again *sigh* but then ponteng caus wanna find vincci and nat to make phone call abt tonight. kabir la, took the pass to go jati for so long. good thing i didn't wait. vin and i called, but vin failure. so we went to return pass. so happen bump into a teacher and she asked us to help her. so mai help lorr. then went keruing and updated nat. after that went to find sam then only ciao back to class. sch end, walked with chuan. jian lin looked so pissed off. it was so quiet. so tried to make convo. but then still so awkward. on the way home, argued with mum. then went home get ready. reach 1u, waited for nat at mph. after she came, then went waffle world to makan! while eating i updated her about so many things. till like, half an hour. then buy presents. first target S&J, then F.O.S, and finally Diva. then we went home. i bought my mum's gift, a notebook i found really cute, a pink top, and a necklace. SO HAPPY! finally shopped in like what? A DECADE? then came home, so tired. then webcamm with nat a while. tomorrow ponteng sch. then on sunday sleepover baybehhh! (sorry if this post is messy and has bad grammar. didn't feel like posting properly. hahaha) fina ♥Ashlee at 8:29 AM Thursday, October 29, 2009
 29.10.2009
so peopleeee. EXAMS ARE FINALLY GONEEEEEEEEEE! though i think i'm gonna get screwed by the teacher i pissed off today. hopefully she forgives and forgets. ughhh. i have sooo much to sayyyy! but my brain kinda fizzled after the last paper, so i'll most prob post them up tomorrow. for now, i'll list down my plans for the next four days. FRIDAY ; 30/10 going to sch early for lunchhh at atria with buddies SATURDAY ; 31/10 wanna go 1u to shop and catch a flick. any flick! jennifer's body! SUNDAY-MONDAY ; 1/11-2/11 sleeeepoverrrrrr yeaahhahahahhahaa fina ♥Ashlee at 7:19 AM Wednesday, October 28, 2009
28.10.2009 ALYCIA TAN WEI WENN sorry i didn't post yesterday dearrr, so here ya go!      HAPPY 14TH SG!! :D hope you can come up with a name for the newest member of your plushie collection. hahaha. ;) ; okay, so! tomorrow's the last day of brain torture. and i'm thinking of what to scream after it's all over. i'm stuck between "SHIT! PMR NEXT!!!" and "SHOPPING SPREEEE!!" hmm. maybe it'll just come to me tomorrow. hope nothing lame comes out from my mouth. hmm. what am i doing here blogging? ohyeah. caus i don't have to revise for tomorrowwww! hehehehheheeeeee shitty i feel so bad. lsaghikowaiswfbhsdjkg i blame who now? oh, i blame YOU. haha, yes you. donghae is hawt. why didn't i ever see that? oh right. CAUS RYEOWOOK IS STILL BETTER! hahahahahhahahahaaa i'm not supposed to go mad now. supposed to go mabuk tomorrow. what is this man. hehehehehhahahahhahaa last day hehehehehahahhahaa fina
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