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went out with Xiao Yan today. had fun and finally had a breather. watched perks and refrained from crying thanks to the eyeliner lol. but i guess i should really thank her for hearing me out. it was the first time i talked about what was bothering me... since a long time ago. at times i'm sure i talked too much, but she listened. and i was just grateful she did. it was a small, simple gesture, yet so important that it just, really... helped.

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thanks so much, and i know you're hurting and you might still be hurting for a while. but one day you'll see how this has taught you something. till you heal, i'll do what i can by your side to help you. you deserve to smile too.

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i don't know if letting go is the right thing to do. but if the people you love don't want you anymore, then i guess you try to move on and forget. even if it hurts. 
with that, i guess there's nothing left to say here.